Assalamu'alaikum Wanderers.
I start today with full of uncertainties.
I take the day with full of overwhelming giddiness.
And I end the day set with the knowledge that I am but a clump of selfishness.
@@would it hurt if I ask others how their life have been since TT_TT
#gakkari
Assalamu'alaikum, wanderers.
It's been 3 days since I resigned from my 6 months old (more or less) job. So, I found out I'm still as hopeless as 'the me' 20 years ago. But no, I don't regret a single thing. Because it would be a lie to say things like if only I could get one more chance at it I would do differently. If I really could, I should have done it. No drama. What's left is to salvage whatever I can and strengthen whatever left of myself.
Though, I am a bit sceptical of myself of when will I collect enough spirit to claw out of here. For this cave once closed gets really dark and the way out usually dragged too far and high.
Yepp. I am old with little wisdom, but that's nothing new. What I need to overcome is what comes with age, the listlessness and fragility.
This sounds darkish but oh well mood is like the weather. Everything goes. ><
